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Jan. 31st, 2003 09:17 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
i used to have a dream... a goal of sorts... even if it was a bit hazy to begin with. when i came to Cedar Crest, there were a few things i wanted to do.
i wanted to teach calculus. i took calc. 1 and 2 but couldn't schedule in 3... i took EDU 100 and loved it. but the ED department went to hell and Dr. Deemer left. besides, i hate kids. even if tehy are older...
i wanted to do Genetic Enginnering. i don't know why really... but i think it all because mr. warmingham taught me mendelian genetics. yeah, thanks... look where i'm at now...
i wanted to do theatre - but as an aside... but it sucked me in. i have not taken any of the theatre classes, so in order to get the hell out of here with a theatre degree, it would take me 4 years.... yeah, i'm not about to do that.... but i so love doing all my electric work...
psych always seemed interesting... but don't think that is where i wanted to go...
then i discovered japanese... one MOFO of a difficult language, but its soo interesting and i'm starting to remember more and more... even if the vocab makes no sense... its almost straigt memorization, which is why i'm surprised i can actually learn this...
i wish i could get the fuck out of here and just go to japan and teach english (as WONDERFUL as mine is... hahaha) but seeing as i cant.... i may as well go cry some more....
i wanted to teach calculus. i took calc. 1 and 2 but couldn't schedule in 3... i took EDU 100 and loved it. but the ED department went to hell and Dr. Deemer left. besides, i hate kids. even if tehy are older...
i wanted to do Genetic Enginnering. i don't know why really... but i think it all because mr. warmingham taught me mendelian genetics. yeah, thanks... look where i'm at now...
i wanted to do theatre - but as an aside... but it sucked me in. i have not taken any of the theatre classes, so in order to get the hell out of here with a theatre degree, it would take me 4 years.... yeah, i'm not about to do that.... but i so love doing all my electric work...
psych always seemed interesting... but don't think that is where i wanted to go...
then i discovered japanese... one MOFO of a difficult language, but its soo interesting and i'm starting to remember more and more... even if the vocab makes no sense... its almost straigt memorization, which is why i'm surprised i can actually learn this...
i wish i could get the fuck out of here and just go to japan and teach english (as WONDERFUL as mine is... hahaha) but seeing as i cant.... i may as well go cry some more....