this is why i love being home...

fun with hersh and fear last night... yay for DDR! w00t!
then at fear's randy and chris showed up... w00t w00t!! we watched some queer as folk (that was a first time for me, i'm no longer a QAF virgin...haha) then we watched some of that most extreme challange show... the one where they MST3K the japanese show... very strange, but amusing. then hersh tried to teach me Magic.... too much thinking involoved with that game, so i watched fear play dragonwarrior (?) 3 for a bit. that was fun... i might have to play some crono trigger today...hehe. then on the way home randy and i actually had an intellectual chat.... YAY!! something that doesn't happen often, but is always appriciated :)

anyways, since i came in late i'm sure i'm toast when i talk to my mom later.... i better go and do something so she's not mad when she gets home... that also means i'll prob. stay in tonight... but i'm free tomorrow until 9pm (like hell i'm missing 24)... anyways.... for those of you still taking them, good luck on your finals and congrats to my other graduates :) w00t 2003!!


ja ne!

a few weeks ago...

i was in religion class bored outta my skull watching a stupid video. so i wrote down my personal goals. i haven't done that in a while and i realized how much some things mean to me, some of these goals never wavered.

when i came to CCC, the last time i wrote down some goals, i wasn't totally sure what i wanted to do with my future. i wanted to do the genetic engineering program, i wanted to do theatre, or i wanted to teach math (and i always had a thing for language - see high school). well, as i've gone thru 4 years of mental torture and realized how much being well rounded sucks my ass, I've decided that i STILL don't know what i want to do. I've gone thru the GE program (hit a few speed bumps, and still can't write an essay), i've done lots in the theatre (and prob. could make it based on my resume of experience opposed to some who have a degree), and now i'm going to stay for my masters in Education. I need some core classes, but that's not too bad. i'll have to take ecology next year, cause of recombinant, but that's ok. not that recombinant is hard, its just that i can't pass the essays (looks at test where short answers are all right and essay is about all wrong...grah). but in 2 years i'll have accomplished almost all i've set in to do... leaving me the same 3 avenues to take when i'm done with that hell hole. so that will be a hard decision to make once i come to it. hopefully by then the SARS thing will be over and i can go teach english in japan. that would be really nice.

as far as other goals, some of the new ones included x-stitching for money. so far i have 3 commissioned projects. the fisrt i've got a pretty good head start on. i just forget how much i was going to charge annalisa.... hehe. then is heather's and then teara's. so that will keep me busy while i'm not in the lab -- or in the lab waiting for gels and such. haha.

basicly my goals are still there, just with some alterations. i really am unsure and i blame it on being way too interested in other areas. but whatever, being well rounded lets me have some fun conversations with fun people :)



on another note, it was brought to my attention to look at some things... so i ventured to a place i haven't been in ages... i have a few comments: A. just because i've cut back, doesn't mean that when i'm beyond livid i don't use certain words... and the one i only use when i'm to a point where, if i were a warner bros. cartoon, i would be on fire. B. who lost friends? ::looks around:: looks like i have more than ever and they ALWAYS supported me. C. you've done more damage to my reputation then you will ever know... and if you were "concerned" then you really went the wrong way about it. D. you were the one who didn't even want to try, so you really have no right to be saying half the shit you do. E. it wasn't only me you cut out... there were at least 2 others... so try and blame that on me too. F. I did try to talk to you once before... i called your name at least 5 times (quite loudly) and you ignored me until i stood right in front of you. very nice (if you don't remember, tis when i had to give you a key) so who's not civil? G. and as for not civil, while i'm at it, some other ppl can't even FAKE civility in ceremonal events. that only made yourselves look bad... H. i don't feel that you should have certain people on your friends list. are they your friends.. i doubt it. I. i'd appriciate it if you'd leave me alone. stop reading my live journal, stop with the dirty looks (you treat me like sherri) and with that, let it go... you have a problem because you hold it all.. and since u admit to haveing a problem, DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. you're the psych major... my problems are mine, i'm working on fixing them and i don't need people like you who don't understand where i am coming from to belittle me and bring me down. so leave me alone. leave my friends alone. you don't know them and you don't know me.

with that said, onward to my week of absolute relaxation and escape from reality.... w00t for home peeps! w00t w00t!!

oh and matrix tix acquired for thursday.... w00t w00t w00t!!