long time no update

lots of ups and downs... i'm on a seroius down right now. i probably can't come back to school since all teh classes i need are full and majorly waitlisted. :( so that means i'll be further behind. i'll have to live at home and find a job that i can get to (any ideas?? help me!!). i don't wanna be a clerk, i don't wanna work in food. i'm gonna have a bs dammit! i'm just really upset right now and i don't know what to do. sariah said there are lots of little labs in allentown, but i can't afford an apartment. ::sigh:: i'm really in a tight spot now. i have a final to study for cause i need to pass it, but i'm soo not in the mindset to even think about it. although, i do think i have a handle on most of the stuff tho.... hopefully. last time i thought i did ok i bombed a million times worse :( so that really sucked.

anyone with an apartment in allentown that knows of a potential job for me, PLEASE FOR HTE LOVE OF GOD get a hold of me ASAP.